my mind of patience, my mind of hate my lost mind would not believe in fate it's too late... i breathe so softly, yet i breathe so deep just one breath has kept me from sleep and i've tried to love this world but it's so cold, and i feel so old and i wait for nothing, i wait so long i wait for what seems so wrong inside, i fight the words i fight so long and it still feels so wrong how should i feel??? and what should i say??? i have lost before, another war HOW SHOULD I FEEL??? AND WHAT SHOULD I SAY??? i have lost before, and i can take no more...