honesty reaches out his hand to me he's's asking why I still breathe patiently I look into his eyes for what I'm supposed to see He's asking why I still breathe It's what I could never be this empathy falls apart like an empty dream like a dream you confided in me this enemy: this helpless soul trapped inside of me like a dream you confided in me a stain I can't wash clean and all this means is the disease inside this dream is killing me these empty crimes no one will see me die no strenth to fight no one will see me die and I'm falling and I'm failing and I'm reaching and I'm falling and honesty consumes i'm lost inside this room memory holds the deepest holes this hatred will hold me back